Ive deiced that once this month of fertility medicines are over. Im done trying for baby #2. Its been a long 4 and 1/2 years of trying. Im just blessed to be a mommy to one. Which i know there are so many more that don't even have the one. So As of Jan 2011 I will no longer be taking the medicines to Ovulate, have a period, or have another baby. But instead im going to work on loosing some much needed weight. Then maybe just maybe it will happen all on its own. Im so tired of the way that i feel when im on the medicines. Im so tired of the ups and downs and the war. Im giving up on. Im throwing in the towel. unless for some odd reason this is our month.