Sunday, July 3, 2011

5 years ago today

Was the day you where supposed to be born, the day you where supposed to come out and meet the world,. But you had other plans, you and God wanted to make your special day on July 8th, your daddy's birthday. You and god had plans for you and your daddy to share the special July 8th day. 


I remember when I saw two lines on the pregnancy test, and I couldn't believe it. My arms were shaking, and I took another test. I remember wondering if you'd stick around, almost every day of my pregnancy.
I remember the first time I knew it was you kicking inside me. I remember stressing about how you would come into the world, even though I kept telling myself not to. I remember the blessing your daddy gave me before you were born, and feeling relief. I remember our last fourth of July as just 2 people, and now its almost fourth of July, and we are a family of 3. This year you are getting into the whole holiday thing. Its such an amazing thing to see life thru your eyes. To see 

your smile when you discover new things. 


Its hard to believe still almost Five years later, that we won our battle once with infertily. That you are ours, and will forever brighten our lifes, that we will always and forever love you. 

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