Seen my tire friend today. He is this guy that would love to be with me, Im not into him at all in that way. But If I would give him one day he would be so happy. Hes been trying to hook up with me since way before hubby. I used to be just friends with him, until he became way to scary. Some how he found out where I worked, and came into my work all the time. Then I stopped working there met hubby, and went to get a tire, and wow he owns the cheap cool tire place. I was like great just what I need. He found out that I was married and still tried. But you know I do truly love hubby. Im faithful to my husband, before my hubby I was a crazy fool. I fooled around way to much, and may have never been faithful to anyone, but not hubby. There is something different about him. :) Back to the tire guy. ( he does have a name ) He asked me if I was still married, since I went and seen him alone. Hubby was at work, just took Lil G to school. I could have said im unhappy and maybe seen if the grass is greener n the other side. But i guess you get used to just being loved. But I miss other things, I miss dinner dates, walks holding hands, and stuff that hubby just does not do. But I know that he loves me, and Im not sure that the tire guy could or would ever love my like hubby does. Im OK with his drinking maybe im just used to it. Hubby's drinking has became a part of our life, our daily life. Its something im used to, and it would be weird to not have it around, if that makes sense. you get used to things. I mean after 12 1/2 years together I guess im used to it. . . . I may not deserve it but im scared to test the water, scared to see if the grass is really greener on the other side. Im comfortable here.
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~ ~ ~ Jan ~ ~ ~
WE went on anther field trip with Lil G's preschool class. This time around it was to the Portland Childerns Museum, boy was that a fun filled day. Unlike the last field trip, I got to have Lil G all to my self. The last one was to the pumpkin patch, and I had 2 other kids to take care of. I enjoyed having Lil G all to my self, and being able to have our time. we had a fun filled day, played did art school, ate lunch with the morning and afternoon class. Lil G's cousin who is a month and 2 days older is in the morning class, so they where able to eat lunch with us, and sometimes play to. It was nice hanging with my sister.
Lil G playing in the water at the Childerns Museum.
Osmi
We had family night at OSMI took Lil G to OSMi what a fun place as well. Daddy and Lil G had fun playing together. He got into it all like her, it was like watching to four year olds playing. Lil G got to see that the drs really did cut her out of my tummy ( I had a C section with Lil G ) While daddy got to see what all happened, and what he missed out on. He wanted my mom to go into the room with me, while I wanted him. I wish that he would have been there to. Since its something that wont be happening again.Lil G is and will be an only child. Not by choice, well by medical choice. Its the right thing to do for now. Since the night she was born I came so close to dieing ( another time on that one ) Both Lil G and hubby got to see how the baby grows and grows in the womb, then how they do a C section. really cool stuff.
Lil G and daddy playing at OSMI
~ ~ ~ FEB ~ ~ ~
Valentines day
I got to spend the day at school with Lil G It was so much fun, and joy to watch her day in preschool. It was so cool and a blessing to watch her learn, to play and see her with her little friends. We had a small party at school for Valentines day, ate lunch, played, walked to the park, played some more, It was amazing to see her in action, to see her in her little preschool world. Shes growing up so fast. Knows her abcs, can count to100, Shes starting to read a little here and there and so much more.
Maddie, Stacy and Lil G At school just came in from the park :)
~ ~ ~ March ~ ~ ~
Lil G had her first Spring break about drove mommy nuts, she loves school and her friends. We had a few sleep overs with her friends, and her BFF. Its so cute she has her first BFF Stacey, they kind of look like they could be twins. Lil G has brown hair, and Stacy has black hair. Its funny my sister was here when Stacy has here, and my sister thought that Stacey was Lil G from the back. Whoops
Lil G and her BFF
Lil G and her BFF
Lil G and her Cousin sleeping SHHH
~ ~ ~ April ~ ~ ~
April fools day I got mommy time. WOW that was so fun, I went and spent the day with an old friend from school . We went shopping took Lil G to school, then had some yummy lunch, followed by more shopping. I miss having mommy time, I miss hanging with friends. Something I need to work on doing more. I just get so busy with life and everything. you really need to stop and take time out for you.
here are two of My favorite pictures of Lil G:
~ ~ ~ May ~ ~ ~
Lil G will be having her first Tea party in May, Its going to be a blast. I cant wait to get all the stuff for it, and have the party. Its going to be a ton of fun. With her friends, cousins, and little girls all dressed as princess's im hoping that the weather holds up and it stays nice outside.
So May we have our Memorial day weekend camping trip. I think this year will just be us. I doubt the Diaz family will be coming. I think thats just a thing of the past. Since hubby drinks, and some people dont like it. Im sorry buts its our life. It will be a nice little camping trip 4 days at the beach. I scored a really nice site this time around to.
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