Sunday, June 19, 2011

My dad posted this on his facebook. After Yesterday, was another snap day. He thinks that its all ok, and the life will go on. I dont get it. Its not ok, life needs to change. He needs to see what a monster he has created.


My life is Simple.

At least from where I see it. Every day I Wake Up And Breathe Air. (God willing.)
All I do, is what I believe is the right thing to do at the time.
Sometimes it works out in a good way for everyone involved, sometimes it doesn't.
For the times it does, it brings me great joy and happiness.
For the times it doesn't, I hope that those I care for deeply, will understand.
Sometimes they do, sometimes they don't.
When they do, I am grateful.
When they don't, It may be that they didn't understand both sides of the situation.
Hopefully, someday, somewhere, somehow, they will.
Each day, I strive to be a better human being than the day before.
I am thankful for everything that everyone has done to make to make this a better planet.
I try to do what I can as well, because it gives me a good feeling in my heart.
I go to sleep at night with the ambition of doing it all again tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

I wish that I could tell my dad, everything that I feel. Everything that is bothering me. But im still that little kid that is affraid of there dad. Im not sure if it was a good idea, to let him on my facebook. Hes my friend now, and whatever i post he will see, But you know what its my life I have the right to say what i want, but at the same time I want to confront him about the abuse, and how I grew up. I want him to get the help that he needs, and I know he wont. I hope that if he knew how bad it was maybe then he would get some help. Im not sure what to think anymore?